I have been so busy the last month i have not even written down whats been going on..so 1. i finished school!!!! Graduated 2 days ago..before that i was placed in a postion on whether to stay here in utah or go home!! it was a very hard decision but it ended up being that i stayed in provo!!! I see home huge blessings coming from that choice. Lately i have come to a great understanding of family and friendship. I've have become very self-less towards my family and friends..life is too short to not do so!!! I'm preparing myself for my future family and the unconditional love that i will provide to them. I've been thinking alot about marriage and there are so many things that i need to do do prepare!!!..but that all comes with me on this journey of self discovery.
I have been losing myself in a lot of situations..some for the better and some not so much. I'm just greatful for the support the people around me give to me day in and day out..not to mention that i have the atonement and the opportunity to repent. This year alone has taught me much about the atonement and forgivenes..which forgiving has always been hard for me. These past months i have built relationships i would never change for the world..My brother ste'fan will return home in ruffly 6 months..he's awesome and has taught me a great deal even through out emails each week!!..Josh and i have still been communicating as we talk i become more inspired to be a better person and continue on my journey to find myself as he is! I've become more appreciative of the things i have that allow me to keep in contact with my family!! i havent always shown them the best love but that has changed! and i appreciate the love and forgiveness they have shown to me!!
So i'm just tryin to adjust to this life!!..I have not stopped praying for the help that i need to get where i need to be..and i know as i put christ first in my life!!..i can find the happiness im looking for and the destination i've been waiting for my whole life!!!..I'll keep ya posted on things as i go on!!
Troi
